I think I'm losing it..i don't have the will power i had a while ago.i promised myself not to think about a few things, but they seem to manifest themselves every turn i take.how can someone avoid what has become a part of themselves?a part that is so essential for survival of that personality?a part which hides and also brings into fore the very best of that person?something which is so necessary for the sanity of the person-without which they cant envision life or any further dealings with mankind?
your mind knows that saying a NO is the only answer-but your heart keeps wavering.such a fickle thing it is!the heart sees through the drama unfolding around as does the mind.but the mind has the facilities of thinking straight and discretion.the mind cannot keep attachments while they are primal heart's existence.well i hope u get what i mean-the heart as u feel it ..not the one that keeps pumping blood mechanically.how i wish the heart too performed its activities mechanically -like a robot.why cant these feelings cease to exist?why should the heart take things so seriously, think upon them so much and hurt itself?cant it just behave like a passenger in a train looking at the passing scenery?the heart doesn't like to hurt itself -as Paulo Coelho put it..but my experience shouts the opposite-that's only what the heart is capable of-inflict pain on itself and the person who wears it on his sleeve.the mind can compartmentalize things and prioritize them.it has use only for things becoming of attention.how i wish the heart and mind worked together-for then the person could be impassionate and aloof...but then how can they when the heart and mind stay at right angles(?) to one other.
so many questions...
i need answers...desparately..
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That Seuss quote is one of my all-time faves!! :-)
thts right....wht we dont want keeps up with us lik a shadow...
“I’ve seen things you people wouldn’t believe.
Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion.
I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate.
All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain.
Time … to die.”
Choose what you wan't to focus on, good and bad. The reality of any situation is simple, things you stress about as life altering dillemas are things other people deal with before noon. That works both ways.
Find reality, your definition of it...and work within those boundaries. Dont hurt anyone, and use common sense.
Peace.
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